I am brand new to this site, and I can’t tell you how excited I am to have a place like this for support. I go through phases in my life where I’ll be extremely dedicated to losing weight for a few months, and then throw everything out the window and pig out for a few months. I am determined to keep losing weight until I reach my goal.
I find that if I’m not actively losing weight, then I am gaining it. I love to eat (don’t we all?) and I know that if I’m not consciously focusing on my diet and my weight, it out of control. The amount of food I want/think I need increases. Over time, instead of eating 2 Eggo waffles, I need 3 to feel full. By eating more and more each time, I train myself to think (and feel) that I truly need that much food. Not only is it fun and enjoyable, but I start to feel a hunger that only loads of food will satisfy.
Anyway, I know I need to work hard to lose weight. I want to feel thin. I want to feel comfortable in my clothes, and not be nervous that I’m not at the right angle in pictures. I want to be a knock out! I want my outside appearance to be as great as the inside is. I want to be more confident about myself, especially around members of the opposite sex. I want to be able to be more athletic, without panting, or having my legs hurt. I want to buy regular sized clothes. I want to be able to walk in to any given store and buy clothes, instead of always the earrings or pocketbooks because in general, stores don’t fit me. I want to feel confident in my future career. I want to feel proud when I see photos of me standing next to my thin friends. I want the whole world to notice how beautiful I am. I want to feel good about myself.